It is the fire within.
The fire within that makes us write, write and write.
And the same fire within on some days burn so strong that it burns us into cinders and render us inadequate. On such days all thoughts simply burn into flames and do not come out of the pen or the keyboard. I wonder if all human beings are such mixture of emotions. They must be.
But it must be true that only those people who have been able to control and tame their emotions are successful in what they want to do — love or career or whatever… So do not lost control. And like the wise man control your mind and not let it control you.